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What's broken can never be mended. So says my back, elbow, knee, toe and much much more.

LOVES
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& ULTIMATE

HATES
& Two-timers.

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& New back
& New knee
& new toe
& new elbow
& You.
& Mercurial.
& Ultimate Coaching licence.

Weehee
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Jie Jie
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Vin0
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Sabby
Jiaxin
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Trite
DQ
Alyssa
bl0gger
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Wanee
Patrick Star
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Me Other.
ZD.
MIU.
SGU.
loisa.
Angel.


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Sunday, June 29, 2008



So what is the probability that i bought cereal that is high quality OR gladly replaced?

LAME! im just wasting my time.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Thursday Training and Friday Fright.

On thursday, after my physics ppr1 and ppr 2 (which i studied for but all came to naught), Bun and I were LOST as we had NOTHING to do after the paper.

After an observation, it was discovered that it is only Bun and I who are free to hang after any school event or activity. The rest just...

Disappear.

So we brooded over this matter and we couldn't decide where to eat in Westmall. So Brilliant Bun decided we headed to Sembawang.

We ate at CAVANA( Mind you my virgin experience) then headed to my place for... I dunno.

Relived our childhood by searching for videos of cartoons of the 90s on youtube. At 5, he headed to khatib to meet his friend in which he conviniently bounced from marina bay and i headed to Bugis for Pick up with JOY and JOEL.

Wah. Don't want to talk much about it. 3 female club players. Taller and better than me. 3 layouts. All came to naught too. ACSI ultimate players are friendly. Hope to play with Jonathan and Sean if opportunity knocks again.

After the pick up Joy, Joel and I headed some place to chill and drink. Ribena.

FRIDAY.

Woke up super early to go for the medical check up.

Left home late but met Bun at Tiong Bahru rather early. Took the bus, alighted wrongly and took the bus again.

I AM AFRAID OF NEEDLES. MY WOUND DIDNT STOP BLEEDING AND MY BLOOD SPOT IS SO BIG LAH. Compared to others i mean.
Bun's plaster(so clean)
My plaster.
Ok. I'm a pussy Wuss.
So many stations, so boring so sleepy. Esp having to remove my shorts and exposing myself for medical purposes was... Abisgarnaden. Oh i got Pes A. Like... Huh?
Thereafter we went to City Hall to meet Bun's Anna for lunch at BK before heading back for BATOK. And In an attempt to accompany Anna he went from city hall to JE back to EUNOS.
Tired. Goodbye.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Food for thought.

If old people had handphones in their youth, what ringtone would they use...?

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

VERY SMART RELATIVES

I hid behind the door and opened it without being seen as i was not wearing a shirt.

Aunt: Wah where is the little boooooooooooy? ( Yes this is how they address me)

(Door opens)

Aunt: Wah the door open by itself on ar?

Mum: (playing along) Ya got new security system. Automatic open.

Aunt: Wah so good ar security system ar open by itself ar

(walks into house)

Aunt: Where is the.. Aiyo! WHO IS BEHIND THE DOOR LITTLE BOY YOU SCARE ME ARRRRRRRRR

I can't believe she fell for my mum's automatic security system...


A GLIMPSE OF DIFFERENT WALKS OF LIFE... IN YOUR VERY OWN NEIGHBOURHOOD LIBRARY

Yesterday i went to the library to study with Anna.

And boy was it interesting there.

Chinese old man: handphone ringtone BLARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRES for half a minute before he whips it out and... hello. Then puts it down.

Chinese old lady: Phone rings....

Lady: HELLO?!
Person on the other side: HARLOW?! HARLOW HARLOW!
Lady: (in chinese) I IN THE SUN PLAZA WHAT YOU WANT?( Mind you she was in a quiet library)
Person on the other side: I WANT THE THE THE (Numbles in chinese which i cannot understand) I WANT THE DUCK ar DUCK RICE.
Lady: ORRRRRH OKAY OKAY.

Hokkien old man: Hums and sings in the library as he prances around. Then sits infront of me and Anna.

Anna: His song very familiar lei... You dunno meh? This chinese song?
( Leans closer to listen)
Me: Noooooo Lah is liddat one (start humming)
Anna:(starts laughing) Orh is hokkien song!

The best: Indian dudes.

Phone rings(ringtone: Some dialogue from a bollywood film)
(Fumbles for phone... Song starts.. Picks up, look at phone and engage.)

And of course there are the thunder feet running children... and the sleeping aunties/uncles.

Haha.. damn funny man.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

If you’re not the one
then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one
then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine
then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine
would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with

I don’t want to run away
but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you
then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you
then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you
then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me
then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me
then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away
but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you
then why does my heart
tell me that I am
Is there any way
that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you,
body and soul so strong
that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart
and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you,
whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away
but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you
then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Wicked Wisdom.

So my father told me:

"So what if you love her?"

"So what if she makes you happy?"

"You sure you make her happy or not?"

"You sure you can make her happy in the future or not?"

"You got future or not? You got money or not?"

Then i look at my mother and father, and i saw the bitter truth in my father's words.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, June 20, 2008











Fizzle.

I'm not an Emo wanktard just felt like doing this.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Thursday, June 19, 2008


















Went for pick up yesterday. Fitness is gone...
Why must i be so dense and screw up everything everytime?

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008























Haiz so UGLY.
Went to cut my hair yesterday. Damn funny lah the barber. Let me try to recount our conversation yesterday... Well at least snippets of it...
(This conversation was entirely in chinese.)
Barber: You eaten?
Me: No
Barber: Me too. Business very bad. You treat me lah.
Barber: Follow your dreams. Sometimes your parents just want their own happiness. Look at me. My parents didnt want me to cut and style hair. Now i am a CEO!
Me: Haha... oh yeah of your own shop HAHA (gets the pun)
Barber: JC ar?
Me: No (wanting to say A level course but since my chinese so lousy) Poly
Barber: Orh... good good.
Me:Eh no wait is JC
Barber: WHat you just said was JC what.
Me:... Ooops.
Barber: Study stress or not?
Me: (rants on and on)
Barber: Orh no wonder you come here cut hair right to escape from the nagging, can sit here watch TV until happy go home right?
Me: Haha sort of lah HAHA
Barber: HAHA i give you my house key then you go my house stay lah then i groom you to become apprientice then can become CEO also HAHAHAHAHHA
Barber: First son right?
Me: Yup
Barber: Orrh No wonder So stress... Haha you should have when come out that time see parents rich or not, then "Yeee not nice one this family" then go back i mah.
(Referring to the baby during birth.)
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA can meh?
Barber: CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN why not? You suay lah you dunno how to see...
Damn funny lah haha
Then my lappie died on me. So did my new phone. Oh well.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, June 13, 2008

Sorry.

I'm sorry. Im really really sorry. No words can change what has happened. I did too little and i did too much.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

ANGRY

Today i went for trainig with SP, after not touching the disc for like... 3 weeks? No make that since teengames which was the 19th of may. Now it's the 12th of june. Haha correct 3 weeks lei...

Anyways didnt touch much work today. Sian. Read a bit of physics on the train.

Went for the training session late by about 15mins.

AND I SWEAR MY FITNESS IS FUT UP MAN.

Do one drill already want to die. Zone D(cup defence). As well as suicide. Well it was indeed suicide i nearly died thanks to my lack of fitness, as well as a stupid toe and knee.

My throws are also dead. I cant forehand, And my backhand keeps going low, and i cant huck like what the ....

But i had fun. Playing a 7 on 7 match after SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG. Running, catching and throwing successful throws. And scoring one point. Well it was another James-jumps/trips-and-he-goes-PIAK-on-the-ground kind of catch.

Met and got to know a few of the SP people also. Great sport. Well now i half dead... Wonder if i can even wake up tomorrow...

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008


"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Went to Changi to study with Anna, Syen Kai and Kah leong today.

A purposeful and meaningful life. Haiz.

Basement food court food will ALWAYS SUCK.

Popeye is weeheehee tasty.

Memoirs of the Chow Ah Beng.

Mark his last days.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, June 08, 2008


"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.


Tired.

This picture of me looks wrong...


MI and snickers(jr+Sr)

Smile.


Friday Teengames 2008 Captain's ball.

We won as champions. Whatever

Saturday knee pain.

Sunday Danny birthday stomach pain.

Today whatever lah. why always liddat one. why?

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

I miss you.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Now you're gone.

Today i went to play teengames captains ball. The old James returned.

The angry and fiesty one. The one who let the game get the better of him but never better in the game. I think out of 5 games lose 3 draw 1 win 1. And the last one i busted my knee jumping. Haiz.

Yeah i guess the others were right we are not here to win. We are here to enjoy ourselves and bond. Being a sportsman i should know this if i want respect i have to respect the other players first. Haiz. Maybe im not a sportsman after all.

How many more heartbreaks must i have/cause before i die?

When i got stomach ache i go toilet.
When i got headache i go docter.
When i got toothache i see dentist.
When i got heartache i go where?

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.