let's dance in style, so says the guy with two left feet.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Bun bun's birthday gift

Prize for top 7

Bye bye boots. Bye bye Ultimate.

Anna's half done banana present.

Banner boy is tu lan-ing.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

SATURDAY

YOU HAVE STOLEN MY HEART

Recently i have been going for night studies and i always come home super sad. But on the bright side i do get some work done. Must do chemistry tomorrow. WHOOSH!!!

Went for the Frisbee A div today.

Wait lets talk about yesterday.

Had a VERY light training session with Ho fong, Danny and Kah leong, Eleen, Moo, and Syen kai. Stupid rain suddenly come train halfway have to hide in sun plaza.

But i would like to thank Syen Kai for accompanying me all the way to Causeway point, as i had to get my phone repaired. Yes my new phone has been thrashed after it was dropped. Hopefully i can get it by tomorrow...

So yeah then the frisbee bunch mainly Danerdette, Syen Kai, Fen nie, and Kim came over to do Anna's BANANA present... Tiring...

So today i had to wake up SUPER early to go to orchard, then to grange road where the event was held. The field was TERRIBLE LIKE OMFG THIS IS AS BAD AS BISHAN PARK!!!! Since the year 3s were sort of a last minute replacement, we had no training and we lost all the matches... Haiz. All my mistakes. I fell and landed on my head thrice, and got punched in the face once. And i got muddy all over.

So in the end Danny won most spirited award, which is a proper award, and i won top 7 players award, which is retarded as they had to pick one player from each team. If not, MI would not even get to smell this opportunity (direct chinese translation)

So off we went, for steamboat but i was dead beat...

I officially declare,

I AM QUITTING FRISBEE FOR GOOD AS IT HAS BROUGHT ME NOTHING BUT TROUBLE

And TO this special someone,
Frisbee was never more important or special than you.
I want to go, as far and as long as possible with you.
I will make sure you eat good food whenever we go out.
But most importantly, You'll get to eat what you like
And if you let me, i'll even feed you.
If you have mood swings, i will pamper you like a princess.
Mood swings or not, you'll still be my princess.
We'll go to the places you always wanted to.
Even if use finger count also cannot finish,
I'll take you there, one at a time.
Once i get to know you better,
I'll surprise you with places you never expected to go to.

I am stopping Frisbee for good.
Not because im forced to.
I'm doing it as it makes both of us happy.
NO more scrapped knees,
NO more scrapped elbows
NO more back pain
Just more hugs and love, for you.

I love love love love you my ai ai(:

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Time in youngs hand really turn old,
Faster than any table top mould.
The mouth was meant to talk, not shut,
Else the other can't see your heart!
Why think, when you would not dare act?
Don't think! Heart and words, beat exact!
Dont you dare grieve when your hair greys,
"missing her turned seconds to days"
For you wasted days like seconds,
With cowadice; not holding hands.
No wonder we lose moments gold;
Time in young hands really grow old.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

When the Angel came,
One starry night,
A Boy realise,
Every wrong had turned right.

An Angel pure,
The face of Joy,
An Angel's touch,
Can sprout Roses from soil.

An Angel's wish,
The Boy could fulfil:
To be in his heart,
Til time stood still.

A little Boy,
Became a man,
For the Angel's Love,
Replace, no one else can.

The little Boy,
Held on to the Angel,
Like holding on to Life,
For both had the same angle.

The Angel would give up,
The Angel's wings and halo,
Just be human,
And share the Boy's pillow.

But Humans Err,
And always regret:
How to care for an Angel,
The Boy did Forget.

All the Angel wanted,
was just Warmth from the start,
That no fire could produce:
The warmth from his heart.

And now the Angel,
Could no feel no longer,
His flames of passion;
Only the Angel's tears linger...

Though the Angel's gone,
The boy's not alone,
Accompanied by sorrows and regret,
All he wants is a chance to atone...

As seconds passed,
Regret grew fat,
Feeding on his sorrows,
Crushing this and that.

Just one more chance,
Just one moment,
For an Angel's absolution,
And to hold the Angel in loving silence.

Angel Like You Sent Sorrow Away.
But it was I that sent you away.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, July 18, 2008

Argh i've been plagued by the flu... I feel like crap... Can't think can't move can't taste... Don't dare see if i have a fever... YUSH!

So we're joining the A division or IVP for ultimate.

Shouted until i have a sore throat now. Sian lah another week of anxiety, pain and sadness. But i will do my best not to let the disc drop... Though im slower and my frisbee instinct has diminished...

What is joy?

Eternal life?
But what is life without you?

All the riches in the world?
Is nothing if not shared with you.

A big house and fancy cars?
Would be empty without you around.

Beautiful women around me?
But do know none are as beautiful as you.

A successful career?
I would give up any position just to be your house husband.

Exotic and Expensive cuisines?
Nothing taste as good as the food done by you.

The glitz and glamour?
I want no one's attention but yours.

To each of his own,
Joy is subjective too,
But the only joy i've known,
Is none other than you.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Monday, July 14, 2008

What's the point of watering the plants,
That are no longer alive,
What's the point in paying for the items,
That you were arrested for stealing?
What's the point in saying im sorry,
After the person decides not to forgive you?
What's the point of celebrating an anniversary,
Of a love that no longer exists?
What's the point in asking for her hand,
If she's already with another man?
What's the point in looking for happiness,
In the chances that will never come back?
What's the point in taking a drug,
For a pain that has no cure?
What's the point in loving another,
If you cannot bring her joy for sure?

What's the point in saying i miss you,
After all the pain I've put you through?
What's the point in saying i love you,
When i didn't when it was just us two?
What's the use of saying all these now,
When yesterday will never comeback?

So why then,
Does the fool await,
For the Roses to return,
On the ground barren and wasted?
We'll never know,
As the fool is ignorant.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Even Alzheimer can't make me forget you.

Your name actually means joy,

Angel Like You Sent Sorry Away.

You can cut my heart out
After i die,
Keep it in a bottle
Keep it clean and dry

Days will pass
Months to years
Years to centuries
And even to infinity

My heart would've then,
Rot to naught,
But in that bottle still,
Would be my love for you.

ROAD MARSHALLING.

Went to school yesterday with the sole purpose of just attending the sports event.

Ended up becoming the delivery man for a bunch of hungry people. Should i have taken more orders? Hmmmmmm...

So i came at around 12 (lugging a whole bunch of Macdonald takeaways and a bottle of coke) and the event only started at 4 plus...

Meanwhile i can't remember what i really did for that 3++ hours. I think i was just fooling around and bitching about... Heh. Story teller.

So in the end the road run started and my checkpoint was located at some ULU CONSTRUCTION WORKER'S DORM. So many mosquitos, cockroaches and worst of all DRAIN SMELL.

For their own safety, i stopped the runners as this WORKER was answering his phone in the middle of the road IN A PARKED VEHICLE. But they just ran past me. Damn.

Even ended, ate a bit, cleaned up the field full of confeitti, and left with Danny and Kah Leong.

Came back Tired.

The End.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Friday, July 11, 2008

"Forever Young"
I knew the first time we meet we'd be lovers.
The last time we kissed I was blue.
The first time you left I discovered.
That there won't be another like you.

Forever young.
Love will always be,
Forever young.
Love will always be. Hey!

Every day you were gone I was lonely.
Each night you were gone I was blue.
Now darling I'll be with you only.
And our love will always be true.

Forever young.
Love will always be,
Forever young.
Our love will always be.

And to the end I know, that I will love only you.
I knew the first time we meet we'd be lovers.
The last time we kissed I was blue.
The first time you left I discovered.
That there won't be another like you.

Forever young.
Love will always be,
Forever young.
Love will always be. Hey!

FOREVER YOUNG by YOUTH GROUP.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQi8wEHMm5Y

Let's dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders we're getting in tune
The music's played by the mad men

Forever young, I want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever, forever and ever
Forever young, I want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever? Forever young

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
why don't they stay young

It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fleeing horse
Youth's like diamonds in the sun
and diamonds are forever

So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams swinging out of the blu
eWe let them come true

Forever young, I want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever, forever and ever
Forever young, I want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever, forever and ever
Forever young, I want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever?

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

BUTT CRAMPS

This is to the lady who gave me Butt cramps on the way back home just now.

THANK YOU AR.

That was one helluva train ride home from Jurong East interchange to Sembawang. I swear, no matter how i try to twist and turn in my seat, there STILL isn't enough space for the two of us and i'm already damn nice not to tell you how much of my seat you had taken.

GRRR!!! Squish and contort to give us space until my BUTT CRAMP!!!

(insert illustration here)

It's common courtersey to seat with thy legs closed. I did. I usually do. BUT HELLO, LADY I HAVE A PAIR OF DING DONGS IN BETWEEN MY LEGS??!!! THERE IS A LIMIT I CAN CLOSE MY LEGS??!! YOU NEED THEM TO BE SHUT TIGHT SO WE CAN BOTH BE COMFORTABLE???

I shall not be discriminative against a certain group of Singaporeans. But for whoever's sake lah lose a bit of W*****. Just a bit can already. Didn't you see all the health-problems-relate-to-over-eating-ads on Tv? IT IS A SIIIIIIIIIGN.

Couldn't even sleep comfortably in my seat. GRRRR!!!!

Tomorrow touch Rugby interhouse... I dont even know how to plaaaaaaaaaaaaaay....

I'm still in charge of... Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....

Some teachers just don't like me. I admit. I have been lazy. But why did i doze off in maths class today? Because i was DOING MATHS last night til late. Im working, ok. HARD. HARDOGEI HARD.

Mr Saw rocks man. Woohoo!

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION

My friend, a particular Mr Ng, once said that he had problems expressing himself. Thus certain phrases were used by him to express himself. These words include...

F***

C** B**

N** B**

L** J***

K** N* N*

M***a/M***** F***er

M* D*

I do not know if this words represent a particular emotion, or are suppose to replace a particular group of words. I have used them before and they have been used to express

Shock, Joy, anxiety, disappointment, anger, sheer anger, mild anger, boredom, annoyance.. etc etc. This words have also been used as nouns (if you add an -er for some of them,) adjectives, verb and adverb.

Some may debate that these words are a freedom of expression. Like restricted art. Some appreciate them and understand them. For those who do not understand the usage, detest them. So to each and his own. Case close. Not a strong argument due to the fact that i failed GP.

Now the school is like Hospice to me, as i await impending and inevitable doom. My MYE results are like cancer results. I would like to say, this imagery is something i wouldn't like very much to use, due to recent and sensitive matters.

Sigh.

Even if the leaves falls
And the Tree balds,
I'll pick the leaves with you,
I'll even pick it all for you.

When the storm finally approaches,
I'll be there with you.
I'll close the windows,
I'll keep the clothes.
I'll be with you
Til the rain stops.

When the horror film starts,
I'll let you hold me.
I'll be there to protect you
Til the film is over.

I'll be your umbrella.
Rain or shine.
One of the many umbrellas.
If you find me blocking out the sun,
Then shut me up,
And send me away.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

No HUCK.

Ohh lalah i scored MARVELOUSLY for my mid years.

Road sweeper or toilet cleaner or window cleaner?

I feel the need to engage in ultimate, badly. I find myself pivorting and faking to myself (YES IT IS A STUPID ACT) in school, up and down the stairs and even at home. Sigh. Thinking of ultimate, who is taking charge of the school team? Must i step in again?

On to NEWS. Why is it that there has been a surge of rape and murder cases in singapore? (Ok i heard of only one rape case from my sister, and heard of 2 on the news.)

Some people feeling Daaaaaamn brave ar? Guess that is why i aspire to become a Narcotics officer. Say NO MORE to date rape pills!

Wah but with Mid years score like that and throwing away my position for the pharmaceutical science and chemical engineering course in NYP ar, i can say goodbye to this dream of mine.

Rape rape rape murder murder murder. You think very fun is it? lemme poke you with a knife and in the backside you see how it feels lah.

I think my lack of vocab does not do justice to my anger towards rapists and murderers.

I'm controlling my lust. So can you.

Tsk.

Im not destined to love i presume?

Heh. i'm spider-man.

NEXT. Vulgarities VS Expression.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Sunday, July 06, 2008

UPDATE.

Thursday

Physics paper three. Spotted topics came out. But acting smart, i studied those which i think would not come out, hoping that the teachers would try reverse psychology. No think to write, yet no time to finish.

Went back to CSS after the paper with FN, SL and Ber. Wasted $30 there. Good times were discussed. Bad times are now.

Proceeded to Bugis for pick up. Wore the new CSS PE t-shirt.

Hit in the head point blank by a disc,
Hit in the face by a tapped down disc,
Hit in the right index by a stall nine huck.

Went to eat, then we left the disc at the coffeeshop at bugis, and only realised when we left bugis by train. So SL and i went back to retrieve them. So many couples in the train. Haiz.

FRIDAY.

Went to sentosa with the gang.

I was moody all day long.

Stupid knee prevented me from doing much.

Slow and steady wins the game, James.

Revelations, revelations... i found out that.... Heh.

Who ask you all take photo of me showering HUH?! Still use my phone and put as my wallpaper and still SAY WATER GOT DRIP ON MY PHONE?!

Stupid steamboat. So expensive. Then no sausages. I AM A HOT DOG MAN I NEEEEEEEEEED MY NITRATE IN MY SYSTEM.

SATURDAY

I broke the mop.

SUNDAY

Went to NAFA building one to hand in his art pieces.

HAHA Ben printing is our new best friend, despite my inability to converse with the chinese staff there, in proper chinese.

Subway eat fresh. We got Two FREE cookies from scratch card.

Went all the way to SUNTEC to buy shoe rack but my mom bluff me. Dont have. Sian.

Came back and DOTA.

I will make it right this time.

Did i say something wrong?

END.

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

VULGARITIES

I don't understand. I spend so much time memorising physics formulas, but when i drop my phone the first word the came out of my mouth was

F***!!!

I mean, fine, vulgarities are a form of expression (Very very much frowned upon) and i try to curb my usage.

Imagine this i was trying to remember a formula to do my physics paper 2. So i was thinking and thinking for the formula that relates the frequency of an Xray photon and speed of the high speed electron that produced the photon. In my despair i was thinking thinking thinking F=what? F=what? F=... And this came into my mind

F***!!!

So i was wondering what have i done to make this word second nature in my life, and dress my vocabulary with it so very often?

By the way, i have a very colourful Vulgabulary which i cannot recall but is recited when i lose my temper, Which FYI i don't nowadays(i hope.)

Is it the music i listen to? The people i hang with most of the time? Tv? Movies? Books? Well the answer is yes haha. Sad life i lead.

Come to think of it, do i actually know the words that i am using to express my anger? Lets paraphrase so common phrases. Crude as they are, see if you can guess them.(like who cannot right?)

"Waste. I dropped my phone."

"Copulation. I dropped my phone."

"Vagina. I dropped my phone."

"Penis. I dropped my phone."

"Your mother/father i dropped my phone"

Can't remember anymore.. I feel so embarassed using them. It's like forgetting to zip after using the toilet in a shopping mall. People look at you and LAUGH. Despise you.

Sometimes you manage to blend in but i dont really know how that works.

Sometimes, using the words(Which is wrong) to blend in(which is even worst) and MISS pronouncing them or using them wrongly can be very embarassing. I quote:

" YOU all ar, the fitness ar, FUT UP ar"

Not only will you leave your opponents in confusion, your mistake might in turn become catchhprases.

Ok. Done with that part.

Haiz. I did 40 push ups and my hands are still shivering after... 5 hours? To think i use to do MORE everyday without fail more than a year ago. I think i've just grown... Very lazy. Haiz.

When will i see your face again?

"Would you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, babe.

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